relativity

i warned you;

the last word is
not yours; not

yours; now
that you have; agreed
to read on; let me tell you;

that
the greatest triumph is:

when you and i compare; i win;
because;

misery finds the greatest companion
in me; me; me.
me.

and me.


cuRRent...jer  ¶ 9:05 pm

  shrive

If only; I could confess; that I am no warrior at all; if I had to fight her.

This is the drag of night; caught in the slipstream of ennui: but when sleep
wrings my arms; her grip is never so much- a grip - as a grip; but is merely
the touch of a miracle; merely comfort; merely rest. She hauls the blanket
from afar and throws it upon the cadaver of my soul; cover the delirium;
hide the murmurs of a heart. Oh, how she whispers to me. "Good

night for now. And fight the future tomorrow; not tonight." And pray,
that moonshine will take these lifewounds away from hellhounds
and hell.

"And I will be the penance to the awakedness; the pain you feel. Good

night for now."


cuRRent...jer  ¶ 8:14 pm

  noise

I could only want a piece of peace; for the world crumbles
in noise; is too noisy. Like engines fired up for eternity;
we: the parts are spinning and acting out our parts: man
and their stages; it is fright and their monologues; pride
and their soliloquies. I could only want a piece of peace;
before I crumble like a cookie; wrap myself silly in
the throes of insanity; weeping for mercy.

The world is too noisy; is only capable of noise; only
noise.


cuRRent...jer  ¶ 8:26 am

  Remember

i.

To remember is to forget; that we are only human; for-
experience is only illusion; for- when we hold out unto
memory; to remind ourselves that we have
lived; is to escape we have really died;
and become reborn in the fire.

ii.

Yet a man who has no past; has no future; for- when
we struggle to carve history into our veins; we
become lesser than man; more like god;
closer to the devil; more than us.


cuRRent...jer  ¶ 7:36 pm