a consolidation of ideas; a negotiation of dilemmas, an expression of repression; a convocation of thoughts; a war of philosophies; a construction of entire fantasies; of what goes on around me; a momentary stay against confusion: between the idea and the reality; between the motion and the act; falls the shadow;
a burst of inspiration; an allusion; is an act of plagiarism; a work of subtlety; say hello to james joyce; a subversion of consciousness; the ego; the id; the superego; at the tip of the pen; gibberish; should i crush this; i should feed this to my schnauzer; it will be summer in that eternal winter of my discontent; on the awful spotful mind; falling into a trance;
this is a paradise unknown; we are floating in hogwash; brain matter; space debris; moon people; maybe i shall very well write my very own chronicles of nadir; say hello to aslan; our common adversary; protect the dust; save his dark materials; leon fastinger and cognitive dissonance; the puppetmaster and his puppet hands;
desires and utility; society and its reflection; perhaps inebriation in the making; heroes and their heroin; and she says the most difficult thing to do in this world; is to live in it; heroes and their heroin; villains and their happily every afters; PROCLAMATION; not simple annunciation; to live like a human being- -
of dogs and gods; of gods and dogs; mice and men; monsters and mice; men and monsters; of mice and monsters; then we have that white flag in our hands; what are your terms and conditions; for waving this sordid surrender; utility; utility; utility; back to utility; the utility of the pen; the wand of a magician.
propaganda: to turn; to comfort; to evangelize; to betray; to injure; to murder; to pilfer the freedom; where freedom is not free; to impress; to turn away; to turn on; to take; to give an impression; to take on an illusion; the ministry of illusions; battle against the falses of truth; the truth of falses;
this is how the world ends; this is how the world ends; not with a whimper but a bang; but this hand; and this pen; will keep forever in eternity.
cuRRent...jer ¶ 2:21 pm
bristles
of a paintbrush; orphans of the clouds; the
storm ruffles me these nights; unearths
my heart; and tears
my guts open;
children of the soil; you have weathered
this before; please teach me
to do the same.
cuRRent...jer ¶ 10:52 pm
would you like a scooter for your birthday? or would you
rather a vacation to the medusa cascade; across space- -
across time- -; might you want a simple book by insanity:
pynchon; henry james; and some tea with scones? what
about a new shirt to go with your kitchen; or new briefs
to go with mine? perhaps a trip to atlantis and back? or
would you want to be a porn star for a night? might you
like temptation in an apple; or some diet plan to go with
it? what say you about birthday resolutions? what say
you: having a sex slave for a day? or dinner; and dessert
while naked: like our turkey on the table? can i offer you
a shot of heroin; and a few cocktails on the side? why not
a party with your friends and the enemies of your friends:
glittering; neon; flashing; paradises and heavens in making.
for nothing is impossible; when your grasp is out of your reach;
with a buffet holding out for you; what shall you not want? just
tell me what you need; imagination will decide the rest tonight.
cuRRent...jer ¶ 10:36 pm
